I cant love you or let you love me because i know you don’t truly love me
Maybe cos no one can.
And because Me being happy and entertainment and sweet and actually having friends involves putting up a front and that means letting no one get close to me. the both of them cant exist together
Because one needs me to ignore myself
Wasting my life in these insecurities
Because i hold not being an obstacle as the biggest absolute truth and principle that i have to strive to
You like me just a littke bit only because i dont let you see me