Holding you in my arms
And holding your pain even closer to my heart because it has been there for so long,
Shared for so long,
Sore for so long
That fear of yourself,
That basic happiness and right to
Space not be beatened down and terrified
From guilt of what has and what could be.
And even if separated, slightly distanced, van , you have someone
Who genuinely fights to give you whatever bit of unconditional love she can
Whatever this trust wrecked awkward and emptied tight lipped lost half wretched girl can give.