i can’t explain why things exist i can’t explain why i exist.
lacking formulas and proofs and substantiated reasons
doesnt mean they don’t
or that they shouldn’t.
maybe i’m writing all of this for you,
maybe i’m hoping that you’d see all of me
the me that i bottle , the me that isn’t and wasn’t good enough for you.
hahahah and the funny thing is that, you’d move on, not even chancing upon all this mess, or maybe only after when all of me is inconsequential
you’d be laughing in your happy times so removed and oblivious to all of this aching dropped apostrophes.
hahahha but its okay! haahhah it really is 🙂